Table of Contents
Chapter 1: Tragedy Hits
Chapter 2: Family is Precious
Chapter 3: No Blueprint
Chapter 4: Difficult Decisions
Chapter 5: Final Goodbye
Chapter 6: More Bad News
Chapter 7: Nightmare in Court
Chapter 8: The So-Called Sentence
Chapter 9: One Step Forward, Two Steps Back
Chapter 10: Sharing My Pain
Chapter 11: Getting Through the Holidays
Chapter 12: Anticipation of Events To Grieve
Chapter 13: Mourning, How Long?
Chapter 14: Anger Takes Its Toll
Chapter 15: Searching for an Answer
Chapter 16: Silent Retreat Day 1 –Anxiety
Chapter 17: Retreat Day 2–Telling My Story
and Finding a New Image of God
Chapter 18: Retreat Day 3–Direction from God
and a Letter of Anger
Chapter 19: Retreat Day 4–Hopelessness and Waiting
Chapter 20: Retreat Day 5–Letter of Forgiveness
Chapter 21: Retreat Day 6–Close to God
Chapter 22: Retreat Day 7–God Answers Prayers
Chapter 23: Retreat Day 8–Peace at Last
Chapter 24: What Can Be Learned about Mourning
Chapter 25: Helping Other Victims
Chapter 26: Forgiveness
